no anatasha/ who invades my internet/ i am not interested in meeting you in Russia/ i don’t think the feds would look the other way if i tried to order dope over the internet/p.s. i don’t dope/that’s a very good price, perhaps i should be skeptical……………..if it sounds to good 2 true…………..i’m just sayin’……………there is…

i am under the tarmac,………have been for 3 days……………………….but i have decided to enjoy my downturn as it affords me to view things in a different light…………………fact/ i am under the tarmac……fact 2/ this time, these moments are happening and passing………………..i have a choice to endure /or accept and learn……i will choose both………the only way…

now it goes to say retaliation doesn’t work, forgiveness is a better way,………but a fool will stir in you the need to reply……………you are wasting your time an energy and here is why…. a fool knows all……..sees all……and hears all…………..in their mind,……which we know to be false……..the information we receive is only as good as…

empty isn’t that bad of a place to be……..opens the door to possibilities…………………better than being so full that i cannot see…….empty isn’t that bad of a place to be…………………..not sad or remorseful…………….hopeful and resourceful i recognize the scenery, having been here before…………….so i have cleaned out the shed……waiting to be fed better information for where…

for awhile it was a game for me to look back at all the chaos i had made, but i kept tripping with multiple head injuries……………………so i made a decision to pay attention to what was in front of me……………at first i was amazed because little changed i was still tripping and falling and couldn’t…

thinking what you think……… and seeing what you think are miles apart……………when i see what i think on paper it takes the cosmic to concrete…..and that’s a helluva leap human nature has a hard time accepting steadfast fundamentals……………..in most of our minds all things must change……..but they don’t…………………………… the concepts of God have changed…………….but He…

i know you don’t want to hear it, and now may not be the time………………..but i think a lot of you and i will tell you what’s on my mind……..i’m not suggesting that you aren’t going through difficult times…………but sometimes it’s hard to have the correct perspective when the squirrels are running in your mind…………this…

waste of time to try and change someones’ mind………….. that happens with experience……..what they see may be entirely different then me……depends what is behind their eyes…….i will fight tooth and nail for you to have your say, but that doesn’t mean i will agree with you…….i will push the naysayers away and see that you…

often it is to my benefit to feel uncomfortable and stretch a bit………..but there is a limit and i will quit……….. if it is beyond my core beliefs……….the rubber-band i wear on my hand is a reminder of two things………it is good to expand a bit but there is a limit…….. to respect it………and sometimes…

that one would read and identify…….to some passing thought or an alibi……….stop to reflect and then move on………………in this feeble mind, i will have won…………….to strike a cord or build a bridge, cause a fall or stop a skid, remind someone of the need to forgive……in my mind i have won………………….you see the world and…