i would not have considered applying this term to me…………….but it is appropriate in regards to rising from the ashes to start a new life………………….i do not regret my past, though it was problematic…………..it was a vital part in dismantling a wayward soul and slowly replacing worn out parts and getting things to work in sync………i know what it is like to be ”out of order ” and until i admitted that the best doctors in the world could have little impact….i have heard it purported that a mended broken bone is stronger than in its original form…………….i like that……..and the hope is all was as it was to get this ”Phoenix” to the place i am today……….better, stronger and grateful………….