sometimes it is better to admit it may take awhile…………………………it may take awhile doesn’t take me off the hook,………………it means i know this is something i need to do, and i am willing to work towards……………..but old habits die hard……………….breaking the habit of repetitive response can only be broken with repetition of better actions,……………far easier said then done,………..long ago gave up the notion i could rewire my thinking………..tried it………….will not repeat…..but i have a God electrician………His problem is…………….getting me to be still enough to do the work…………this may take awhile……….