you have to start somewhere………………..and we don’t pick the spot…………………..we get to the realization there are many things we have dropped………………………….so we can’t go back and get them………………………but we can pause……………..and stop…………………inventory whom we are………………..and whom we are not……………so rather then condemn myself for not being all i should………………….you have to start somewhere………………………….today would be good……………….i’m not that good at being all that bad and even if i were………………..there are ways people change if they have the desire they could………………………..but everyone is not typically inclined to examine why they behave as they should…………………..just some that realize……….. i want to be all i could………………….this is where i am……………………..glad to be here