Archive for December 2019
what child is this……
what Child is this that is causing such a stir, they tell me He has His own star, people are coming from near and far……….to witness the birth of a kid in the slums, and i hear talk that He will turn things upside down……………….i want to know about this kid…………so i read the papers…
Read Morestill holding on…………..
the first move to get back on track is to realize that you aren’t all here…….which requires a constant assessment of what’s going on with me,…………..constant……………i still hold on to things i cannot control and rattle off complaints that serve no other purpose than to needle and cause confusion………………i am the author of confusion in…
Read Morebulletproof……………hmmm
i’m not saying my faith would stop a bullet, but that’s on me………….says in the Big B ”faith the size of a mustard seed…….can move a mountain,” so i am definitely lacking in that area, but it would keep me alive and let me heal……….i believe that…………the gift of faith is not the ability to…
Read Moreabnegation/feels better when i do it
there are always things that need to be taken away and things that need to be added, but it goes down better if i deny myself than if you do…………….self correction and self assessment are tricky at best………………come on…………….getting me out of the way so that i can see me, challenging…………….but it can be done………….one…
Read Morejust me and you
the reality is that it’s just me and you, and that’s the way it’s supposed to be………okay i have family, work, friends and associates……………but when i step aside from the calamity of this world……….just me and you……………….
Read Morelachrymose or lachrymouse
i have watched you play this game of hastily manufactured pain in hopes you may gain sympathy from and unsuspecting pawn………….only to be used until their usefulness is…………..gone…………………in a snap of the fingers you can give and award winning rendition of ”Gone With the Wind” and even Scarlett is impressed with the contrived emotion……………you have…
Read Moreno strings attached/for vic and willy
the thing that is the most fascinating about our relationship……………no strings attached…..we do what we do because we love each other in the purest form, friendship…….i come without hesitation to seek input concerning all sorts of ideas and issues…………your response is neither conditioned with fear of loss, or hope of gain………it is offered as honest…
Read Moreif you want to
you can change…………………if you want to………………you have to really want to……..forget that it will be challenging……….you should know that going in……….you have to be clear what your reasons are for seeking change…….precise………or you won’t do it…….you just won’t…………………..how will the change help me……..how will the change help others………………will it bring me closer to my desired…
Read Morepaperclip
i wish i had mental paperclip that would keep thoughts together, because they fade quickly……no matter how i try to recall………they slip through the cracks and then they are gone……………some would say it’s a matter of age…………..but it seems to me that this has been going on for awhile and i think i would be…
Read Morestart out right, end up right….maybe
that old saying certainly is correct that if you are headed in the right direction to begin with you are more likely to reach your anticipated destination…………….but there will be hiccups and bumps along the way which require adjustments…….don’t assume that because you get the direction correct you are home free……you aren’t…… also you can…
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