i will attend a rite today wherein i give my independence away……….fully aware that i am turning over control of my life………initially one might say what a noble act to display……..but let me be clear….i was not doing a great job thus far………and the reason for my action , ”i hear there is gold in them hills”……………..perhaps not gold in the traditional sense but rather treasure in the spiritual and domestic realm where i exist.

somber to the extent i am beginning to realize a power greater than anything else is available to me 24/7 and always has been…………the price,…………dying to myself and relinquishing my grip on the reins……

hmmmm, maybe that’s why my hands always hurt