say it over and over and with forced sincerity and put notes on your desk…………….. but without heart, it’s just make believe……you play the game so well and no one else will see…..but deep inside you know it’s only make believe…….the right thing doesn’t seem right anymore and the seams show the strain, looking for excuses to try another way………..perhaps you will find the path back to that something that was lost and if not, you’ll play the game until it has exceeded the cost…….all dressed up for the show, a carefully constructed facade………..but it doesn’t come off without a hitch because it’s starting to show……

it’s only make believe.

your not as good at pretending as you thought