harder on me/than i am on you

imperative for me, to be harder on me than i am on you/realty is, i can’t control what you say or do, but i can try and control me, that’s why i need to be harder on me than i am on you/ when i retrace the acts and decisions of the day, i can get honest or look the other way/ but in the end……………i always need to be harder on me than i am on you……….because i can try and control me but i give up trying to control…….you

sometimes reality sucks……………..but like it or not, you better accept it