i could have made it happen, to suit my insecurity, but when i thought about what it would cost……………..i didn’t want to spend that much…..

a phone would have done it and i kinda liked the rush, but my better half reminded me……………i didn’t want to spend that much………………

there is a price to be paid for turmoil and confusion that we orchestrate, and we don’t always correctly access the charge………………so i decided to be on the safe side, i didn’t want to spend that much……..

i should hope someday my actions would reflect a thoughtful and honest man………but if i never get there, sometimes being frugal isn’t bad, for if i stop and consider the repercussions……………………i don’t care to spend that much….