often i find myself contemplating the God i serve, pondering His actions and studying His Word, and though i find comfort and direction in this attempt to follow His ways………..there are things i will never understand and it is supposed to be this way………………….there are no other things that i accept without figuring them out……….needing to understand the minutest details, the hidden ”in’s” and ”outs”………….but this facet of my life is unique and stands alone…………..it is the foundation of my life and how i make ”this world ” my home……..for without the strength and comfort that it affords me everyday………………..i could not enjoy my life and it’s meaning would quickly fade………………so if you ask me to explain i suppose that i would say, ”there is a power in the universe that surrounds us every minute, every day and that power is here to protect us and give us guidance along our way, but He will neither interfere, nor make one turn left or right………His Power is great and small and yet…….. He will only come if we invite Him into our life………………the mystery is daunting………….it’s depth and dimensions impossible to define…………………spending time trying to figure it out, for me a waste of time