my emotions want me to stew, but my experience encourages me to work through and do something constructive with my time…………….while i am looking for someone to blame, that same time could be spent asking others if they have experienced a similar event and using their wisdom as my own……………i have failed many times by letting my emotions run rampant and not reaching out to others for help. i am in charge of the effort not the outcome, but i can’t recall where the effort didn’t result is a solution, perhaps not preferred but a resolution none the less.

i am only puzzled to the extent i am unwilling to surrender to the fact that at times i do not have a clear path in front of me and i need experience as opposed to conjecture.

i can stew, come unglued and blame it all on you, but at the end of the day nothing has changed and i missed a great opportunity to grow.

stew or work through……………i know what i’m going to do.

”Hello, may i speak to Bill.”