Archive for November 2019
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from lessons learned and tears formed, there are many places and thoughts i am restricted from………………and there is no authority demanding this from me, but a God who helps me to avoid……………………..the mountains valleys i have been rescued from………… i need not go there because i have learned, to look past the initial scene and…
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i’m not the lead mechanic nor project manager in the field, have no authority to decide………. what needs to be revealed……………my function is an assistant doing what i am told…………early on i found it offensive but my prior results were nil…………….so i heard of an employer who always had positions to be filled, and the…
Read Moredidn’t want to spend that much…..
i could have made it happen, to suit my insecurity, but when i thought about what it would cost……………..i didn’t want to spend that much….. a phone would have done it and i kinda liked the rush, but my better half reminded me……………i didn’t want to spend that much……………… there is a price to be…
Read Morehow much are you willing to spend?
before you get to far in, have you considered how much you want to spend…….everything has a price and you should be aware of it before you roll the dice…………..sometimes it hits you in the pocket and sometimes in your mind and depending on the circumstance it might literally tie you down………………..but before you open…
Read Moreblandishment
your flattery speech didn’t reach the audience as you had planned, because all the arrows shooting from your mouth were like a flock of geese flying overhead, dropping bombs as they passed over…..your flippant tongue has caused much harm for those not smart enough to see…………..you will do and say whatever it takes to try…
Read Moreperegrinate
each day i walk in this world, aware of the beauty and the issues that confront us each day………………….asking myself if i possess the wisdom and courage to balance my beliefs with my desire to be happy……………when issues confront me i must choose where i stand in respect to my core beliefs……..woe to me if…
Read Moregood a time as any to start
i don’t agree with what you continue to push on me, you have paid little attention to my beliefs or concerns…….it is more apparent to me then ever you are more concerned with what others think then what i think………………i don’t expect us to always agree but seems like the agenda is more important than…
Read Moreautodidact:
i never believed a word you said, so i decided to find out for myself………and i wouldn’t say you were completely wrong, but the focus you tried to give to me, has long since gone……….i go by feel, i go by touch and i don’t rely on my mind as much, because my mind likes…
Read Morewaste of time
often i find myself contemplating the God i serve, pondering His actions and studying His Word, and though i find comfort and direction in this attempt to follow His ways………..there are things i will never understand and it is supposed to be this way………………….there are no other things that i accept without figuring them out……….needing…
Read Morecompassion meets reality
compassion walked down the road holding on to the arm of the man, in the distance a vague image appeared and reality was there, in a solid monotone the pitch neither high nor low, reality addressed compassion, ” this is as far as you can go…. there comes a time when we will meet upon…
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