u cannot live until u die, distort your face, but i will tell you why….until the sting of death is near your mind is congested and never clear…….but when death comes to visit the fog quickly fades and what is left is reality and that often is hard to see until death brings it’s clarity…….

when there is a chance that we are near the end we can try to avoid it or we can begin again…… forgetting and forgiving what has kept us trapped and live as though we need not look back…..

so how shall one secure this reality if one is not dealing with a health catastrophe……………but going deep inside……..sitting with all the things one tries to hide and making a decision to leave all the heartache that makes you grieve and begin again anew……….by choosing to die to you

the closet is clear and clean and death has given you the life you seek

u cannot live……………..until u die to self