I drop the brick from my hand, deciding to change my plans, and after a God given reprieve, i drop to my knees

why do i insist on doing this, trying to appease you when it is useless and i won’t accept the fact…………that you are this………..and i am that………….and that fact will remain as long as the world turns

so today is my epiphany and i will stand, turn and walk away and you will stay the same………and today i will change……………….because what you have to offer is no longer valuable to me……………rather a detriment…………………..

we are separate…………………….and not equal…………….some was good, we can leave it at that

Goodbye…………..Ruth