capable now of being willing to see, not what’s in my head but reality i get along much better and feel free, once i do what is necessary to get by me i wasn’t elated when i happened to see that most of my problems begin and end with me so i cast my crown…

old friend, i know it’s not you, it’s definitely me i have changed so much and your the same old guy you use to be but i couldn’t stay in that frame of mind…………..too much to learn and such a short time i wouldn’t trade places and neither would you, life does it’s thing and…

you shared with me about a position, where i would serve a King of course my initial response was that i wanted no part of this thing but i watched you as you lived your life ad you didn’t seem enslaved to me but just the opposite, vibrant, alive and free so i inquired where…

kinda makes me laugh at this reality i don’t need to worry about you…………….my hands are full watching out for me i am forever digging holes hoping to trap others only to stumble into them myself sometimes people are a nuisance……………..but me on other hand left unattended becomes a problem as my partner likes to…

it’s not your job, to see that i’m intact happy and comfortable in the setting at hand but sometimes i hate to admit, i expect you to perform miracles and that’s not part of your gig when i come together, with spouse, family or friends i have to remember that they can’t be expected to…

extremely happy to say that after the drugs and alcohol where put away what remained was the wild and crazy s.o.b. that i always was the fear of losing my identity was an excuse i used to keep from pursuing sobriety so a challenge was offered to me, find that guy behind the curtain of…

the inner struggles of a man need not be manifested externally, but generally they are…………..due to lack of self control i am not suggesting to cover or bury underlying issues……..of course they need to be addressed and discussed with an appropriate person but a well regulated and conscious adult can make adjustments and if necessary…

i will save You a seat next to me, because i hold on to Your promise You made to me when i made a decision to get on this bus, You said You would never leave me and You i could trust there have been times when i wasn’t sure of the course and got…

the equation says if i add these two, willingness and wisdom there is an unlimited amount of information and experience that i can encounter the teacher has cautioned me to be careful to understand the steps i am taking and to comprehend the logic therein knowing about………. pales compared to comprehending the spiritual math is…

faith is not waiting for the smoke to clear God will direct your feet and while the building is burning down, perhaps there is someone to save so to walk under the direction of the God we profess, is to step into the smoke by faith protected by the only one who promises to walk…