i put up signs in my mind this road is temporarily closed, you see the thoughts were coming to me were not benefiting the cause. so with the utmost practice i have found my mind isn’t always my friend, sometimes it’s a confidant and often throws things into a spin. so when it becomes a…

I KEEP GOING BACK TO THINGS THAT ATTACK THE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO BE/ FREE FROM THE PULL OF HABITS THAT RULE MY LIFE AND PERSONALITY/ SO I HAVE MANAGED TO DELETE THE ONES THAT WOULD DELETE MY EXISTENCE ON THIS PLANE TO SLOW AND STEADY DIMINISHING OF MY HEALTH AND SELF RESPECT THROUGH…

round and round and up and down you wonder why you can’t find a fix, you want to talk around the problem but not actually about the problem because someone might be offended. i have come to a conclusion that i have found one thing people are more afraid of then death……………..the truth. we can…

how ’bout now, that a bumps in the road, and you have to make adjustments to handle the load, are you going down the ”pour me lane” or are you accepting that you are getting a little rain. crops need water if they are going to grow and maybe you need moisture and you didn’t…

i can’t hurt you without hurting me/so i’m better off to let you be/as time passes i am able to see/if i don’t hurt you then i don’t hurt me the initial rush from an anger outburst is followed by the realization that my emotions have had their way with me failure is the unwillingness…

you have a choice so take a shot, because what you have is keeping you blocked, from being able to see there are good things happening, but you have covered them up with self-pity. staying stuck is up to you, there is not a lot we can do, because we have pulled you from the…

i am right here, right now and i don’t care or need to be anywhere else. their is no turmoil inside of me that would keep keep the wheel spinning in my mind. grateful for the peace and presence of a life that is somewhat new to me. no longer a slave of my thoughts,…

a smart man will give the power back to the source from which it came, with that respect he can expect to have all the strength he needs. to face any issue this life to him may bring, resting in the confidence, the ”Source” will make a way. for a man to be able to…

keep me in your pocket and always know i’m there, now let’s be straight it’s not because i’m such a good guy or because i care. those things are true but lets be above board and frank……….we just connect with each other and we just seem to relate. you have something that i want and…

the information you need, according to what you said, can probably best be found by hitting your knees when you get out of bed. i never for moment want you to entertain or think that i have the answers to the problems in a day. i have learned my best defense pales compared to what…