you arrogance reminds me of the person i can be

initially it made me bitter against you, but that has turned to pity

the need to be the center and command the conversation and the show, disparately wanting to be notice and liked, those are feelings i have known

noticing others would turn away or lose interest as i went on, i determined it would be better to participate, rather then to try and be in control

you have even admitted that you are aware of how others see you, perhaps the sticking point is accepting that something needs to change if you would like something…………………….new

squirming in a cocoon we have spun, uncomfortable we struggle to break free and we find the shell begins to crack when mentally we are willing take responsibility