occasionally i recall the steps that have led me to this day troubled and confused they were and long i do not stay but a revenant life that did little to help or care has been revived, and energized and i cannot begin to address the gratitude i now have for………………………………… life there is always………………………hope

i now see, the man like a saint was led to me i listened intently as he spoke and was amazed to see he honestly illuminated the room and smiled as he spoke to me ” not everyone can see, the light that shines through me, but you choose this path and part of that…

”the world seems so crazy today, i don’t understand what’s going on” conversations overheard in the streets here’s your answer, you don’t want to hear it, much less believe it but that’s the thing about the truth,nothing can stop it from being the truth when as a family, a community, a state. a nation, a…

when i get old i will choose to be young a natural progression as one follows the sun for as the day proceeds through each hour it moves to the beginning again so after a life has ran it’s course, with all it’s up and downs and in’s and out’s seem logical to me that…

old friend i see your messages and eventually return your calls i make myself go see you occasionally to keep the thread intact, if in name only i have to admit it’s me not you…………………………you are the same….but i’m not life takes us different places and the places life has taken me you haven’t been…

my wife was leaving town and i was up so i decided to visit a church around the block a new congregation has bought the building as the previous church had failed to attract new members and the fellowship had gotten older and lost many members due to age so a new pastor and a…

took just a few more contradictions, for me to admit things weren’t going right so i took the intended suggestion and reluctantly raised the white flag now i’m not opposed to engaging in actions that oppose or resist but to continue fighting a war i cannot win….. in my mind is where it exists………………….is insane…

i suppose many would think me an odd little man, that i should find reason to pause and comprehend, the beauty and function of a rubber band for i offer no reason nor excuse that i should be amazed and moved by ordinary things when i reflect an inspect the things this simple thing can…

i acknowledge the light that shines in me, i did not have it, it was given to me…….and i now live a life that is rich and free the voice says ” what took you so long ” it was not so much that i needed to do certain things, more that i needed to…

shout and holler, scream and swear run around the house in your underwear say you don’t believe and you don’t care He’s not going anywhere try His patience again and again say He doesn’t care and He’s not your friend wear yourself out and then fall down but He’s not going anywhere turn your back…