i swing in my swing and listen to the birds sang and marvel at the handiwork of God as i reflect i am confronted with the fact that i have fiddled away great spans of time…… trying to understand Gods’ plan when in reality i’m not capable of it the deduction from such a process…

there is a world of difference in trying your best and going through the motions when you’re faced with a test if you have given it your best shot that’s all you can do, so pack it up disappointed is to be expected when less than was desired was achieved, but that’s a long way…

i put myself in this place by not paying attention to my steps so perhaps while i’m in this space i should take my time to look around interesting how a change in altitude can give perspective a shift i get an opportunity to examine other issues where i have tripped this inventory affords me…

i have a tendency……to make it harder than it needs to be probably because i don’t like being honest with me the worst part to admit is that i’ve been at this long enough to know i don’t have to like it but i am slitting my wrists if i’m not willing to see, things…

we might as well address this thorn that continues to cause me grief you ask me to help you but what’s the use, it’s obvious that you know everything so i am puzzled by what you meant when you asked for my assistance, where you merely looking for someone new to impart your philosophy seems…

this is a word, i don’t think of or use very often the implications that someone or something owe’s me is laughable at best i have lived a rogue life and try my best to continue, in regards to non-conventional thinking and beliefs………………………..however i try to be considerate of others and find i can do…

health……………..head…………………heart the 3h club is a simple group that anyone can join, the membership requirements are having a goal as to where you are going and where you have been eat well, that being contingent on your predispositions, your genetics and appropriate portions a moral and mental compass formed with the aid of family, if…

much easier to jump on another’s bandwagon then to get on your own finding and following ones’ purpose, we all have one, is both challenging and painful, but following the lead of another for your life’s direction is to being a caddie…………………………..you carry the clubs but someone else has the driver………………………….okay for golf, no okay…

i used to think it strange but now i see the way things seem to come to me now i know it’s just the way God chooses to speak to me so it has come apparent the things that stay, are ones i get and then giveaway i only have an opportunity to examine what…

it helps to have someone to point things out and tonight you did that for me i hope to offer the same concern for others as the concern you showed for me not in the tone or fashion that would lend itself to critique…..but far from that, to a simple word that may offer some…