i am faced with the fact i failed the test

feel like Peter listening to the rooster screech

i don’t like to admit i was wrong, and i cringe to think of the advice i give to others that i won’t follow myself

• failed the test
• refresher course………..daily
• not Eickert
• emotions rule again
• i was wrong
• not approaching sainthood
• placing yourself in situations that lead to conflict

i am a novice in so many ways concerning maturity and spirituality

i am notified when i think i am elevating to a higher consciousness, that the elevator is broken

pick my broken ego up, and trudge on