everyday i whittle away the things that keep me from being free

the hardest thing for me to accept, was i am the one doing those things to me

fear of want and hope of gain were the key players in my life

the problem with that philosophy in implies i know what i need

that attitude supercedes what God has planned for me and anytime i get in Gods’ way it doesn’t work out well for me

i hate to admit how frail and insecure i continue to be, in spite of knowing all to well God always cleans up after me