just when i think i am getting it, i slip

dusting myself off, i gather myself and my wits

moments of self examination follow

seldom do i like what i find and it is generally an off hand attempt to justify errant behavior

i have supposedly given up charge and direction of my life, unfortunately i need to be reminded that includes everyone else as well

this is not a path to be chosen lightly…………….i am often inclined to wager my life was more exciting in the barbaric stage……………….however i cannot escape the fact that it lacked direction and purpose

if your only objective in life is to have fun you will never be fulfilled because you will always be longing for the next exciting thing

perhaps an example would be partaking of a buffet and eating to the point of gluttony……………….one would be full with little recollection of what was consumed nor of any of the flavors of the meal

life is best enjoyed………………simply and in appropriate bites

hard to chew with your mouth full