i watched Gus as he walked from a room down the hall, i said well Gus how did the cards fall and he said ”tonight they kissed someone else, but that’s okay, i stayed true to myself……i didn’t let my emotions come in and i didn’t lose more than i intended to spend………you see this…

i’ve had a hard time ever since i was young, sitting still at the barber until he was down and the reality even today, i have a hard time sitting still watching things change and some of it is lack of control and most of it is fear i tried for a long time acting…

lost dog if i could make you wait……..sit right here and i will fix you a plate…….and the people who miss you will come back around and you will be safe when it’s time to be found you’re no different then how i have behaved, you want to run off to try to find your…

i have a friend he’s a little offbeat but people listen when he speaks…..because what he says in his talk is backed up by the way he walks i gave him his name years ago when i was trying to get sober with no place to go…….he said i got an old house that needs…

write yourself a note, seems like a funny thing to do to remind yourself how good God has been to you and if you don’t believe in God then your already screwed, because that would mean you think He is you i have played the God Role for bits here and there with out any…

you can’t get help……………………………until you stop lying to yourself……………….you can lie to me and that’s drag, but more than that what makes me sad, after everything we have been through…………….you’re still lying to me and you’re lying to you when we get so twisted up that the lies we say make sense, no use for…

just a reminder, didn’t want you to forget, a relapse happens long before you slip so i thought i would remind you before you fall you’re not the only one God answers when they call your connection is no better than mine…… but sometimes my attentiveness leaves a lot to be desired but this time…

the hungry rat plans his attack after he smells the cheese, he doesn’t really need it, his cupboards are filled to the brim but he has gotten greedy and not it is a part of him heavy rains caused a flood that trampled his neighborhood, his home was situated in a log that sat upon…

the nest is upset…………. the nest is upset because i let you win, but i can start over again………………..remembering that i don’t work for you…………..i work for God in what i say and what i do, you can think you are in charge and that’s okay, but from this day forward God will fill out…

i can’t work for him anymore…….. so i guess i will go to work for You we don’t have the respect people need to do the best we can do so today i’m resigning from him and going to work for You still have to see him in the office the few times i have…