some days i hate being a Christian, when acting out would make me feel better in the short term

when i could just tell everyone what i think and where they can put it, and i have done just that, only to find

my feelings weren’t factual………………………i have half the information needed to make such a decision and the chaos and disruption my actions caused where far worse than the initial blown out of proportion issue

my ego struggles with my faith and my soul is fertilized by it

some days i hate being a Christian…………………..but not for very long