laughing, as i find myself often these days

the folly that i ever entertained that many things that went down

went undetected

more than i thought was known and never confronted and regardless of who knew or didn’t know

i knew

wasn’t willing to acknowledge the impact or effect but the stains remained

looking back i can see them now, some scarred and some soiled

the concept of conscious living has been a fairly recent addition to the enclave

i lived by self-propulsion and once the fuel was in the tank the ignition on

i ran over any and everything that got in the way

any if questioned either plead ignorance or in fact most of the time was ignorant or unaware

we don’t get away with anything…………………ever

everything has a price……………………………….and you will pay

so perhaps today the past can finally be an ally

forget liking it……………….like what it can do………………make you pause