honest appraisal is a trait unnatural to me, but with Gods’ help

i am learning to see

God presence : nonjudgmental, comforting, strong but gentle, meek, understanding, humble

attentive, thoughtful, patient, unassuming, respectful, interested, lifting, compassionate………

as i examine the aforementioned list, i am immediately aware………………….it is one thing to know of God

and quite another to be in God

i can take but the tiniest bit of comfort, in that once i dared not question nor look

the road to the Father is covered with lies and deception that i spread myself

God save the sinner