sometimes the reasons escape us

as to the way we act or feel

i have spent countless hours looking for answers that aren’t there

so often there are no apparent issues that would justify my demeanor

i am human, well almost human…..and go through times when i am off kilter

so rather than call out the National Guard, i chalk it up to the variables that make up the human disposition

that being the constant search for the middle of the road…….not too high and not too low

this to shall pass