i did it
that is
the reality, and that’s all i need to say
i am responsible for things being this way
the only thing that bothers me and i guess it’s a good sign
i would like to say i learned my lesson but this isn’t the first or second time
the pain has to be great enough that it scars this brain of mine
so that i can remember the chaos that i caused
i reflect on situations from the past when i failed to give them respect and by so doing they came back and again kicked my ass
if you go through a problem and you fail to learn what you need, it will return again and again until it gets your attention and teaches you this thing
fast or slow you determine the flow and that’s what i learned today
life is not so much about like as it is about acceptance