i did it

that is

the reality, and that’s all i need to say

i am responsible for things being this way

the only thing that bothers me and i guess it’s a good sign

i would like to say i learned my lesson but this isn’t the first or second time

the pain has to be great enough that it scars this brain of mine

so that i can remember the chaos that i caused

i reflect on situations from the past when i failed to give them respect and by so doing they came back and again kicked my ass

if you go through a problem and you fail to learn what you need, it will return again and again until it gets your attention and teaches you this thing

fast or slow you determine the flow and that’s what i learned today

life is not so much about like as it is about acceptance