finally found something that can fill me up without making me fat

the peace

the peace that surpasses all understanding or contemplation

to feel close to being right size, and comfortable in my skin

what a blessing

the self-inflicted chaos stage is almost over and it feels good not to have to be constantly filling holes and patching

the whining has stopped about the length of the journey and all the missteps

i am just grateful to be here and have the courage and wisdom to value what i have and be grateful for what i don’t have and what has been removed from me…………………….the desire to self-destruct

nothing, nothing compares to that ”peace” not money, not power not sex

once you taste it you want more and this more is healthy

the peace that surpasses all understanding