dirty snow

the snowflakes tumble to the ground as i watch from the window

beautiful wonder breeding enchantment and tranquility

days pass and the beautiful piles of lingering snow have become

eyesores

interesting that something so beautiful could end up being so repulsive

makes me think of ill fated relationships founded on the beauty of the moment only to become discolored and distorted as the inevitability of life showed up and there was no depth to withstand the wind

if you have a relationship that has never had an issue, you neither have a friend nor a relationship…………………you have an acquaintance , you are acquainted with

no bumps , no lumps…………paper thin

so what to do……………………remember in a good relationship under that layer of dirty, distasteful snow is the beautiful snow you were attracted to in the first place…………….or maybe not

perhaps you deceived yourself from the beginning, it was always dirty but you wanted it so badly to be white

programmed to see what we want to see, sometimes for the good and sometimes not