it used to bother me but not so much anymore

humans striving to adhere and implement spiritual principals

are awkward at best

not anticipating to start sprouting wings anytime soon

i am left with the realization that this is a methodical and measured walk

i am constantly fighting a battle of what is the right action and what my personal agenda prefers

the consideration of others is paramount in the determination of action

i cannot lead you to presume that i enjoy the process of self-examination

but now that i know the concept of right living, i am remiss to ignore it

i have tried with less than desirable results

now that i know i cannot pretend that i don’t

a mature life is filled with great amounts of pain, that one embraces to get to another level of understanding

the awkwardness of life is like a butterfly emerging from its’cocoon

to reach fulfillment there is no other way

accept that you will always be uncomfortable to a degree

such is life