Archive for October 2018
welcome home
welcome home, it’s been a long time i think you were afraid of what you might find as you grow older perhaps you have begun to see that it’s not that things change so much but what changes is inside of me you see i’m a part of you and you have always been afraid…
Read Moretalking in the mirror
i hear you say God can do anything then why won’t you let Him do it these trivial things that hang you up are all laughable to Him you’re okay with the big things i suppose you can accept that you have limited power over them you turn them over faster than a bagger at…
Read Moreone step closer
today i felt one step closer in my walk with thee nothing in particular made me feel this way it was more that my soul felt i was headed in the right direction and tho’ i am limited to the influence i can have on this world i am not limited in my desire to…
Read Moreneed versus want
need versus want has us stumped and we succumb to it’s pull from time to time not trying to say that things we would like to come our way are not worth doing the work but i have to look to see if it’s just about me then whatever it is will never retain it’s…
Read Moreone day at a time
one day at a time, is how i have come to define my life allows me to concentrate on what is in front of me and makes for a better lead into tomorrow today has its challenges and concerns and they deserve my full attention which i can only give if i am grounded in…
Read Moreit not what you think
it’s not what you think a familiar line that i have to keep reminding myself all the time so as much as i would like to portray otherwise the fact is my emotions are constantly getting in my way so the rewind button is always near so i can take another look at the things…
Read Moregrowing up……………….a little
i can be wrong and still have a good day seeing a hole initially makes me afraid but i have to look through it, it’s not going away so reluctantly i start going over the facts………..honestly, and see what needs to be changed i will look for the shortest route to take, to get what i…
Read Moreyou’ll be the same
whatever i do, you will be the same so if i want to be successful i should recognize your game i don’t have to like it, but i have to learn how to play after all a child is never happy unless they have their way the trick is you need to think you win…
Read Morethe facts are
the facts are : you irritate the hell out of me and i irritate the hell out of you you have the power i have given you and that’s my fault i have explained to you in great detail where my buttons are and when is the best time to push them you like being…
Read Moreoff the hook/for s.t.e.p
your punching bag has moved jumped down off the hook tired of taking your jabs and listening to your shit you have a certain knack for alienating people and history bares that out i should have stopped this a long time ago but i was hesitant because the money was good keep your money and…
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