finding me
i almost missed the great opportunity
to set aside my illusions and find the real me
to have the courage to be who i am
stop living a life determine by others whims
i am not all that nor less than they
i see no reason to try and live another day
trying to please others and sacrificing myself
only to find they didn’t know what they want
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i know what i want :
to be free of the opinions of people
that ridicule and judge
sure they have the answers for all that pass there way
and let their words roll off like water on a ducks back
and tune out their words that go quack, quack, quack
reaching for the courage to just be me