on me/for ts and i

damn, what a shame

look around and there’s no one to blame

i won’t waste your time trying to explain

bad news is i will probably do it again

i want so bad to learn to let go

but it’s hard to control things if you don’t have a hold

and that would mean i have to trust that you might have a clue

what is important and what to do

so until i can give up the notion that i can see all the aspects of what’s in front of me

i’ll plod along and and run in the ditch, brush myself off and bitch

and look around to see if there is someone i can blame

 

a very long way to go