prisoner of your mind

today i got see a friend who got tangled up in the the prison of his mind trouble came and he let his thoughts, tell him a bad path would be fine sad thing is like many of us, he had been down that path before he said in his mind i won’t play the…

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old friend

old friend it’s good to see your face amazes me you always look the same a few more lines here and there but so help me, i swear still the same old guy you ever was the more things change it’s good to have a few of you around kind of like a well-worn pair…

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untouchable and protected

i could be untouchable unaffected by you or anyone else the protection i seek has a requirement with total commitment, i must believe i know You are here, i have seen and benefitted by your grace but so often my humanity sabotages me and Your Grace gets pushed away i seek asylum in Your Presence…

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can’t do it for you

i would if i could but i can’t and if i did it wouldn’t have the same effect until you have had enough, surrender to your cup nothing i can do or say will mean a thing i know when we have talked you were listening……………..but you didn’t hear a word i said and until…

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one at a time

it’s easier to deal with one mistake at a time as opposed to several the premise here is simple: just because you have put your head in the noose doesn’t mean you have to jump

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addict

don’t touch that, your going to get burned why did you do that ”because at least i can feel it, it hurts but nothing else gives me a feeling” ”now that it owns me, it’s the only time i’m alive……, when i’m not hooked up, i am like an inflatable toy, the air goes in…

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westover tony

i grew up on the streets, my choice, i just gravitated to it it has taken some time to sift the hustle out of me most of it’s gone but i still remember and sometimes still act out …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. westover tony, God sent me by your house today and that unnerved the shit out of…

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practice doing nothing

seems odd to phrase  it that way, but such is the nature of the world today we have become so used to being turned on, tuned in, plugged up that one must make a concerted effort at times ”just to be” and not be ”doing” the rest afforded reminds me of lowering the blinds, turning…

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getting back to me

i’m finally getting back to me after most of my demons are free they decided to run away when they knew i wouldn’t play their crazy hurtful games any more   i was the one who invited them in because i was scared of who i am not the best nor the worst but for…

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the bottom took me to the top

i don’t always know how to explain things and i’ve learned that sometimes it a waste of time to try but some will know what i’m talking about and some won’t go through that in their life some of us look for shortcuts and we miss learning how to play the game while others are…

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