waiting has always been a problem for me

impatient, demanding, for which i have paid dearly

hard for me to reconstruct events where i have lost, by waiting

but not hard at all to recall calamities as a direct result of running in front of the horses

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measured steps, shows respect for the unknown that lies ahead

i speak not of fear, but rather reserve, in favor of gathering information as opposed to a headlong assault on a brick wall that would have easily been spotted had i taken the time to investigate

going back and going over, going back and going over, often can be avoided and the time can be more rightly used moving forward as opposed to picking up the pieces and trying to figure out how they fit

wait…………………practice and you will spend more time living and less time repairing