chosen to bear the burden of addiction because i was going to do it my way

God didn’t curse me with addiction, rather blessed me

i was going to have to make a choice, my way or His way

it was going to be like that, a constant battle of my will versus His

afraid, petrified to take my hands off the wheel and let Him drive

i feel for non-believers, worshiping the God of their intellect

sorry they think they are that smart, i am not and i have the track record to prove it

so what does this allegiance get me, direction and purpose

direction: they have cars now that drive themselves and it’s like letting God program the trip and my part is to do His will at the stops we make. His will is simple, don’t complicate it…..love, care and help everyone you can and if you can’t help them, pray for them but don’t hurt them, that’s my purpose

blessed with addictive traits, graced with recovery, with touches……..e….v…e…r…y….t…h….i….n….g