empty: holding pattern

empty: not filled

depending on your attitude, which everything depends on ones’ attitude, can be a rough place or a new beginning

grateful not to feel less than or down, just sorta level…………………………and that’s not a bad place

don’t feel the necessity to hurry to the next place or start loading up with anything not to feel empty

empty can mean without and that definition would not describe my feelings appropriately

have been so afraid of my emotions for so long and grateful i can examine them without labeling or mood swings

accepting where i am has always carried the connotations that i needed to do something to change it if i found it unacceptable and that still applies, but not change for the sake of change, just because i was restless

i remember being at perfect peace and getting something started just to be in motion

motion and movement are a gift but not always a necessity, to have a purpose is one thing, to be moving just because one is unable or willing to sit still is another

in a holding pattern, took 64 years, almost 65 to get here

empty but not out