it still amazes me how often i neglect to see all the ways God orchestrates, the things in life that makes me think i am not in charge and the God i serve is very large He will do whatever it takes to make me see that the best course my life can take is…

looking back through my back pages, i can see i lived my life in stages from beginner to dissenter, dissenter to disruptor, disruptor to repented, repented to believer not the easiest mode of travel, but eventually all previous attempts to thwart my downward spiral were presented enough times to allow me to see i had…

when you can’t say,” i was wrong” it doesn’t take very long before you find yourself running out of ears because nobody cares to hear what someone has to say when they are never wrong when you are never wrong that would mean one thinks they are always right and you now that is never…

you have to live everyday, but you can’t get to caught up in it do the best you can, help where you can, avoid hurting when you can and that’s about it a day is like a thread in a tapestry just one small part of a piece, one small part of a life doing…

a little bit of sunshine that interrupts the rain a little bit of peace after  days of pain a little bit of passion when you thought the well was dry a little bit of emotion and a tear in the eye a little bit of wisdom that turned you away from a game you didn’t…

hope you got the telegram, telling you where i am why i have no interest in prolonging this pain to much evidence, keeps climbing over the fence and i can’t deny it anymore we can call it an experiment of how this much time was spent trying to explain how i wasn’t going to trade…