looking back through my back pages, i can see i lived my life in stages

from beginner to dissenter, dissenter to disruptor, disruptor to repented, repented to believer

not the easiest mode of travel, but eventually all previous attempts to thwart my downward spiral were presented enough times to allow me to see i had better follow another lead other than my own if i expected to live

if your mojo is out of alignment, get help………………a nut trying to crack itself isn’t a pretty sight