nirvana

nirvana is defined as the state of transcendence where there is neither suffering nor desire, nor sense of self………………………………lofty goal for me perhaps a more realistic goal is to be in charge of my emotions and not vice versa to pause before speaking to be humble and considerate placing others first to relate and translate…

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shut it down

everyone has a factory that can roll out well made lies depending on the need the quota can sink or rise but you either get to a place where the demand exceeds capacity or you go along all tangled up and your life is one long extended misery so you take stock of where you…

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beggar/ for A. Tree

you walk around with your hand out and always in the victim mode because the world owes you something, not your fault you didn’t know the sky is always falling, especially in your backyard and you don’t seem to understand why people avoid you like the plague it would be a waste of time to tell…

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inventory

the night is closing fast and i am fading with sun so i take a minute and reflect on how i spent my day i helped a friend early this morning get to a flight on time gave a neighbor a hand taking out her trash cooked a meal for a group of friends and…

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fishing

i guess i’m gonna have to let you off the hook to keep me from being caught doesn’t matter who’s right or wrong anger has its cost so to keep me from carrying a load which i don’t think is mine i’ll just let the issue go because everyone has their  side i don’t even…

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closer to me

i cannot get closer to you, without getting closer to me i can’t fulfill my part if i’m not sure what you need so i have to hear what makes your heart skip and what makes you bleed getting closer to you gets me closer to me making a commitment is an easy thing to…

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for everyone

may you find comfort in the trails of this world, from God who loves everyone may you put away your fears and face a source of unwavering love, He is the God of everyone when the doubts of ones’ own heart takes the peace from the day, turn to Him and He will help you…

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2 of you / 2 of me

there are are two of me and two of you, depending which of us are present will determine what we do the good one of us will do the best we can to give each other the benefit of a doubt and lend a helping hand the obstinate ones will contradict every word the other…

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tomorrow is overrated

in typical human fashion we say tomorrow will be a better day meanwhile we don’t do what we could to make the day we are in to be the best it could be the problem with projecting it totally involves our plans,  and life is rarely considerate in regards to what we have in our…

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going down

this boat is taking on water, but it doesn’t have me in a fix i’ve tried to bale it out before but it just springs more leaks i know i shouldn’t take it out but so often i forget, and find myself once again in the middle of the lake wondering if i should just…

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