i like you, you remind me of me

you are very talented and gifted

i think you have a good heart, mostly

but you’re just a crackhead

i want so much to believe in you

give you the benefit of my doubts, and everyone’s doubts

hoping that you will hit a bottom that works for you

but you’re just a crackhead

sobriety means nothing to you

you have skated around the ”system” for the last five years

and you think in you haze that you out smarted them

you are sitting on a time bomb and it’s just a matter of time, you think you are in control of that time…………….you’re not

you are just a crackhead

i am not judging you, i don’t have to and that’s not my place

your life speaks for itself just like everyone else

see the problem for me is I love you like a brother and it hurts that i am helpless to guide you anywhere, you and God will have to work that out

i won’t give up on you, i will suffer right along with you and continue to pray………………..a lot

hoping one day , you will be a crackhead in recovery