seems a tab bit strange that it has taken this long to admit

there is no one else to blame

there have been occasions that others have made things more complicated and difficult but i provoked and fostered those emotions………………it was still me

the freedom associated from taking people off the list as perpetrators has been nothing short of emancipation

i just didn’t know

the weight lifted is akin to liposuction of the brain

i can stop myself from trying to retract this deduction by the realization there is nothing to be gained and everything to be lost in reigniting old distorted memories that were formed with less than desirable mental states

i made this path, i walk this path, i clear this path and i can look back and wave at the past and keep moving

no longer tethered to people who meant me no harm anyway