i would like to say i take everything you speak and never question it’s validity

but the human i am questions almost everything, except one

God is real and He has played a major part in my destruction and my construction

when i say destruction He was willing to let me feel the consequences of my actions so that i could learn, had to be that way for me

it is said that a wise person can learn from the pain of others, so i guess that sums it up for me, hard-headed, stubborn and defiant, not necessarily in that order

just one thing has kept my head above water, a belief that something i know little about has been with me through my escapades for a long time and if i have to throw out a description i would call it ” enduring divine love”

that i know………that i see………………..and that i trust