it never goes away
verse by david m. orcutt………………………take what you need, leave the rest
no matter how much i study, no matter how much i pray
that tendency to react unkind never goes away
yeah i know i’m only human, but that excuse does little for me
i loathe saying i’m sorry over things that didn’t have to turn out that way
way past blaming others, they are going to do what they will do
but if i’m not willing to accept things as they are, trouble is bound to ensue
has nothing to do with like…………………………has everything to do with reality
whether i personally like or dislike something doesn’t change a thing and if i am going to let that govern my emotions i’m in for a rude awakening
i do not control others, challenged to control myself
so i am painfully aware at this moment i am enlightened as a match
and there isn’t much light there
it never goes away………………………..at least so far
there is always hope or there would be no motivation to seek