the feeling one experiences when something is revealed is such a mixed bag of emotions………………………………excitement, confusion,humility, ignorance , foolish, gratitude…………………on and on

especially if you felt it was something you knew

learning takes on so many forms and i am only aware of these lessons sometimes……………………… i wish that wasn’t true but as we know wishing doesn’t change anything………………………….as i grow older i am getting better at recognizing educational opportunities but i know i will never get them all

 

i am addressing stepping out of darkness into the light

the good news is there are varying degrees of spiritual light

the bad news is when we feel the first rays of the sunlight of the spirit often we think we have crossed over…………………………….and we have, to the beginning

just as the lake has different depths our spiritual walk has layers that we pass through as long as we keep swimming…………………….and we will find new water as long as we do

realistically, i am blessed………………..i am blessed to have learned what i have learned……………………….i am grateful to realize there is much more to learn than i already know……………………i can become as attuned and knowledgeable as i wish and as my willingness allows

however my humility must lead as i recognize regardless of my teachers or my searching…………………….i will only scratch the surface

in this respect, i will always be a novice…………………….and that is okay