I don’t spend much time looking back, but sometimes it is permissible

when something you thought you experienced you realized you missed

under the influence there are many things and places my body was and my mental faculties were somewhere else

so it is with an acute understanding as i again visit and return to previous destinations that i might as well never bought the ticket for the plane, train or bus

it is a fact that i live with and the only way i can stomach that reality is it was necessary to bring me to this place today

not free of the bondage of self, i am working on that

but i am free of the self-destructive behavior that ruled my life for too long

New Years in the Bahamas, sober and grateful for another chance to experience something i missed

Thanks G, Happy New Year

if you need help……………seek it

if you can give help………….offer it