i know that you were placed in my path because i have have so much to learn from you sometimes G gives us examples of what He doesn’t want us to be and what makes the bitter easier to take while you are teaching me what not to be, the rewards of putting up with…

my dog keeps getting older and i watch as she goes through the advanced stages of aging……………………………………………………..   you know many times i come into a situation blind and i think well why wasn’t i notified, given a heads-up and prepared for this and i stop and little by little tidbits of information come back…

if i don’t feel that good about me, it’s almost impossible for me to feel good about you i don’t have to think i’m the best thing since sliced bread, but i need to feel comfortable in my own skin love myself, i don’t know if i can wrap my arms around that………………… but respect…

i thought so…………. the deck is stacked can’t you see, all this stuff continues to happen to me okay so i’ve made some bad decisions, cut some corners here and there, but this is ridiculous life just isn’t fair so i am stuck in this mindset for the majority of my life, i can see…

i don’t have a problem seeing what the heck is wrong with you, but i can be blind as a bat to many things i do i have made certain habits acceptable for me,……………………………………………………. but they haven’t been approved for you so we are operating on different standards and i have placed yours a little…

stay in your yard and be a good boy, you have plenty of water, food and toys……………………………….. and I’ll be back to check on you when I finish my chores……………………………………………. I hope you’re listening, you seem kinda bored damn, kinda thought this would happen……………………………. you are nowhere in sight………………………………….. the gate’s been pushed open, I…

I remember when stores would give these little green stamps after making purchases………………..and you would fill the little booklets up and when you reached certain levels one could trade them in for ”gifts”, yeah right, you paid for them many times over, but it was fun to collect them and then ”redeem” them for stuff………………………………stuff…

after I get to know you I might show you the key how to get below the surface, inside of me but everyone doesn’t get to go there and I am selective to a fault, but my heart has to many scars and it is now protected by a vault I’m not blaming anyone,that took…

still radical, but the radical has changed   against establishment, against special interests, against policies that separate pro-people, pro-education, pro-tolerance, pro-constitution, pro-bill of rights the stand I take against the flow of me,me,me disregarding the needs of others ……………………………..in this day and age, ready………………………..it’s called being”nice’‘, caring, consideration, empathy, the courage to walk with someone,…