it doesn’t always have to feel good to be good…………………a lesson I’m trying to learn

when I need correction I get it though it’s not always understood

I’m not that good at self appraisal, so others help me see,  often I need feedback to get closer to where I want to be

I don’t like to be wrong, but it doesn’t always feel that good being right, if it causes an unbridgable gap, what have i really gained

You aren’t going to go very far in life you can deal with a little pain, most of it you will find comes from that person whose shoes you’re standing in

so I am bumbling, stumbling psychopath trying to find his way and some days I want to erect monuments to acknowledge the progress I have made

on other days, I’d like to hide, pretending I’m a tree, so I wouldn’t have to participate and no one would see the real me

so my favorite days are those in between, the highs aren’t that high and the lows aren’t that low

swimming in new water everyday…………………………….with flippers and a float…………………with flippers and a float