Psalm 91 v.11  ” for He shall give His angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways 

okay, they can have the job, send them asap., please

bad part:

I’m backed up in a corner, most of it my own fault, some from inaction and some because of the wrong action

I don’t like this feeling, makes me feel cautious and protective, hypersensitive……………….all dangerous places for a maniac

I’m still learning to be okay with ” I don’t know”……………………………..I can say it but I can’t say it makes me feel very comfortable

I’m like most ”humando’s”  aka demanding humans, I want answers, I want them now, and I don’t like things up in the air

uncertainty is ”chaos” and I can do that very well  myself, thank-you

God part:

I have been here before, and He closed doors that I had opened, and He opened doors I had closed, I know it will work out, my problem is I don’t know how and that makes me uncomfortable and nervous

so is it lack of faith…………………………………….quality of faith…………………..I don’t know, I hate those words, but at least now I can say them

just another bumbling human stumbling through the day………………………yes i am praying, are they here yet